Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Casting part deux

So the proposal story isn't finished but I do have a few things to add. After having a few solid conversations with Herr Doktor & Sparkles it's obvious several people are missing. The 2 major players at this time are

Hex: This is THE ex now it sounds kind of  odd to bother talking about or even placing her in this veritable rogues gallery that is my friends. Yet I've always said even through the cluster fuck at the end of our relationship she would always be around; in what capacity I didn't know. To quote Joe Strummer (Praise be and glory most high) [that has to be said each time we invoke the name of "The Great One" Joe Strummer, Praise be and glory most high] "The future is unwritten." So she's around I'm around oddly it's like we are each others dirty little secret that isn't so secret. Any who I'll give a private posting some other time the important news is the first 4 words in the description. Got it? Great

Moving on

Bellarus: (play on words don't get snippity) Now this Gorgeous specimen of a woman is, well lets call her my current heartbreak. Born abroad reared in Spanish Harlem has the queerest English I'd spend hours listening to. She's an amazing woman whose experiences and drive make conversations and adventures fun. If you know her you gotta love her. Personally I enjoy the strong Russian exterior that scares/turns people off. Some of the best times I've had in the last year have been with this woman and she made my birthday nothing short of spectacular. 

So those are the two to add I'll get on the horse asap. I swear this time... or something. 

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Holy Crap

Craptastic it's been damn near a month since I posted something this is shiite and unacceptable for my personal standards. Not that I should beat myself up about it. I am noticing the simple cycle of letting myself "live life" and forget the things I have desired to do. Which is not a great thing to realize about yourself because if you  start tracing it back the pattern just grows and grows. Sadness. Ok so back on the horse I need to be drafting two things at a time and finishing is alternating sequences so that I can make use of this place. The next thing up within 2 days will be the proposal story. yay... or something.