Six Things I wish I would never have done.
Do I prefer this? Spending so much wasted time, obsessing over how one thing lead to another. How an infinite amount of possibilities lead to this specific result. Then wondering how each possible variable would have changed each result in the most minute way.
In effect that is wasted time. I learned long ago that to carry and harbor those feelings for more than a few moments or instances was BULLSHIT. To say the least I blocked it all out called it shallow, pointless & became callous. With others and myself, obviously that was not good. So I now accept those moments as they are and learn. Make up and move on, rather quickly.
So this list will end up being things I have learned the most from. (Again in no particular order and of no consequence)
Getting Fat. (AGAIN)
Drugs
Running away from my problems
Not allowing ex's to be ex's
Not forgiving others but especially myself
Not learning to and loving myself sooner.
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