On my mind

Things to say to you, if only because I care and you should know and never forget others.

Care for yourself.

Then I draw a blank, I don't recall all the things in my mind, but that could just be a side effect. I will say, Thank You. Just for being yourself in all it's complexity and beauty. For being the catalyst to reignite a passion within me. I had turned so far away from my own words. That to find a voice, a passion, a muse was so strange. New and familiar at the same time.

All people are a gift in our lives, for whatever joy, pain or lessons they bring. The only thing that we are required to do is to keep working,  to keep hoping and dreaming. Most of all to keep communicating. If not with others with the universe even if all we can say is, "AAAAHHHHH! Quits, asshole. How do I fix/move past this?"

I have a wild urge, many times a day to reach out and communicate with you. All because of who you are and not entirely of what was or could have been. As a matter of fact the latter part of that is what keeps me away. You'll be one of my Deus Ex Machina moments. Treasured and in a constant state of awe and gratitude.

So many things are clearer once I am removed. Some things have come into my life to my life reminding me and directly relating to you. One that hit my system like a bolt can be read about here.

I'll probably write to you again but for now I feel much clearer.

Thank you.